new

http://myladolcevita.wordpress.com/

a new look, a new toy, a new excitement, a new home, but the same me with my rambling thoughts

should i move?

im thinking about moving my house .... according to a friend the new house is saver from spammer and has more flexibility (you can do anything you want with it, especially if you hv ur own domain).

Have a look and tell me what you think ? well, actually is pretty much the same ... except for the theme.


http://myladolcevita.wordpress.com/

untuk teman di ujung belahan bumi sana ...

Teman, hatiku sedih baca imel mu
Ntah kenapa
Mungkin karena aku tau kau juga sedang bersedih kehilangan seorang sahabat yang kau sayangi
Kau ikhlaskan dia pergi [untuk kebahagiaannya?]

Maaf ya kalau selama ini aku tidak bisa membantu
Maaf juga kalau selama ini aku justru bikin masalah
Aku hanya berusaha melakukan apa yang kukira terbaik untuk mu
Tapi memang, yang tau apa yang terbaik adalah dirimu sendiri

Setidaknya kau pernah punya seorang sahabat
Dengan nya kau punya kenangan sedih, indah, dan manis
Jangan terlalu lama bersedih teman
Kan kau jalin kenangan baru dengan sahabat mu yang lain


PS:
Sayang ya kita berjauhan
Kalau enggak, kita bisa curhat-curhatan lagi

long distance friendship

i don’t think im good in long distance friendship. at this very moment, i can say that i lost contact will almost all my friends. even for those who I consider best friends. it is understandable though … we all busy with our own lives and jobs. or ... maybe it is simply because i don’t have any best friend? best friend is someone with whom i can share anything with even though we are living in the different parts of the world. we should know what happened in each other lives, we keep in touch ...

well, honestly i don’t know a thing what’s been going on in my friends’ lives. i found out quite a lot after one day .. one boring day when i didn’t want to do anything except browsing and clicking on every picture of my friends’ in my FS. wow, he actually went there? does she have a baby already? fiancé? a new country? quit his job? a boyfriend? i have to admit that FS is really good in keeping us updated hehehehehe

hmmmm … thanks GOD im starting make new friends here .. cos MAYBe im more into a "local" friendship than long distance ????

how do you mend a broken heart?

my heart was crushed when a girl friend who i thought was my best friend "stabbed" me behind my back. she had been using me for her own benefits. partly it was my fault to trust her 100%. what a fool i was. its been years and i tried to forget, but its not that easy.

how do you mend a broken heart?
dont tell me that i need to make peace with her. cos honestly i couldnt tell if she is telling me the truth or not.
dont tell me to forget. cos i try for so many times. but as long as my heart is still aching i cant forget.
dont tell me to let go. cos im letting go but the memories is still lingered.
it just hurts so much when you trusted someone, but the other person didnt trust you as much.
it just hurts so much when you poured your heart out, the other person took advantage.

... but still .. i remembered her bday, sent an email and wished her happiness ... and of course i still got that annoying attitude from her ... sigh

and now ... i met another person who just like her. Not in appearance, but everything else. gosh .. i moved to spore and has to deal with "this" again??? of course this new friend has not done anything wrong ... but everything about this new friend reminds me of my so-called best friend ...

imaginary conversation

X: what’s your ride?
Y: BMW
X: BMW? wow that is so cool. is it the new edition?
Y: hmmm i don’t think so, its been there for i don’t know how long, but long enough
X: never mind, it is still a BMW. but i thought u don’t hv a job?
Y: that’s rite ... why? do you have an opening for me?
X: no ... but BMW for someone without a job is quite ... ehmmm ... expensive .. don’t you think???
X: not really, its very affordable
Y: really? i didn’t know that ... but it must cost you a fortune for the parking?
X: well, i don’t have to worry about that ...
Y: really? wow this country is amazing
X: i know
Y: btw, is it really cheap to get a BMW? I mean is it possible for me to get one too?
X: well, is the cheapest transportation in the country and its provided by the government
Y: ha???? im confused. provided? what do you mean?
X: Bus, MRT, Walking ... B ... M ... W ... .get it?
Gubrak !¤¤&!&)=)?#)!&%%¤!!/

i am 16 at heart